Well, Kevin died. His funeral was Friday. It was really, really sad. But I didn't cry.. My Effexor has me drained... But I did cry today. I was kind of proud. It had been a while.
My mood is horrible and I'm angry at everyone and at myself and I don't know how to fix anything anymore. I don't even know what's wrong.
Blah.
I'm lonely.
I miss Brendan... Maybe I'll give him a call tonight.
Goal: Quit smoking cigarettes -- I'm wasting ALL my paycheck on Marlboro Lights and it's killing me.
Anonymous
July 22 2005, 20:43:03 UTC 6 years ago
July 25 2005, 05:30:29 UTC 6 years ago